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Oct. 8th, 2008

ana

Fast ; Day one

Today was a blah day.
Myspace called me fat today,  it was a low blow

ah well , ill shake it off.
Fasting Day One :)

no diet pills, no food, just water
pure pure H20
no calories
no carbs
no transfats .

leading to pure and clean
bone .
protruding between white skin
gleaming to perfection
size zero dreams

~                                        anamous boyfriend says:
i dont fucking get why you wont eat
    me  says:
becuase being fat isnt pretty .

and its not .


because myspace is right
its not fun when everytime you look in the schools bathroom mirrors
you are reminded that you look like a little scene block of cheese.

mm cheese.

i must stop! 

News :
E making me sad, we no longer are wearing matching costumes for halloween
GothFag being a dick , saying shit infront of  L .
Fuckinn school

i need a smoke

Sep. 29th, 2008

ana

The Beggining .

This is Day One

this is my ground zero

my beggining

Today I forget who I used to be , and i remember who I want to be. I wanna be me , only less of me.

To be exact, twenty less pounds of me.

Bone is Perfection , my perfection.
Clean+Pure _ * 

I'm forgetting everyone who holds me back
so many people with so many opionions

I'm sick of being who you want me to be
call me what you will but let me do what I please

if your my bestfriend.. you'll let me breathe
and practise what beleifs i shall ,
let me shrink , please :( 

I have to choose .. and I can't.

All I know is me , i begin today .

♥x

Music : Turn Back Time - Dear Juliet (Chase Coy)
Mood: Clean

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