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May 2010

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Fast ; Day Two - extreeeme .

so i stayed home from school today , just about died
more sleep then humanly possible
9PM=6:20AM
6:40AM=11:30AM
1:30PM=4:40PM
THAT
my friends
is a lot of sleep

anyone who's fasting i reccommend
sleep more then you've ever slept before
it calms the hunger headaches
and you won't hurt as much
fetaaaaaal positon x 328490234 .
Slept the better part of the day, was lovely.

Being awake has become the ultimate chore
lying on the couch shaking
i don't know how i'll handle school tomorrow
Four periods where i have to stay awake
a history test on top of that .
fuckinnn hell .
plus i'm out of cigarettes
nicotine with drawl isn't pretty friends
when your a fiending borderline anorexic

thinspo videos + scale weigh ins .
Lowest weight read today : 126
Highest weight read today: 127
Ugh the twentys' frusterate me more then anything
What I wouldn't kill to be in the teens.

D told me when he fasted for twenty days he lost fourty pounds
i almost peed my pants
fourty fuckinn pounds?! I'd be like into two digits,
Imagen that , me in the two digits
so small holy fuck .

ugh the neighbour and father are driving me nuts
biggest regret:
family room + computer room in the same place
i wannnaaaaa stab them both in the eyes
there piss drunk and being lippy .

man i could use an ana buddy.
im going to shoplift smokes
im fuckin desperate
more once the neighbour leaves
and father finishes his rye.

♥♥

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